Me, myself and I

First of all, I'm chilean, and an artist, I have no job, because of course...I'm an artist, being like this in Chile is difficult, nobody wants to pay enough for your job, and trying to fit in normal jobs feels awful, I hate rutines, and strict schedules, I prefer the "deadline" type of life, I like creating, and traveling, working in my own projects, and learning new languages, and I can't picture a life where I have a normal job, a normal house, a normal marriage, It may be good and comfortable and beautiful for some people, but not for me, and I'm very sorry, it would be easier that way, but as it's not like that I decided I needed to find a way to live and have a happy life. And this is how I'm trying to do it.